“I knew he didn’t love me, but I adored him anyway.”

Patti Smith  (via fuckinq)

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Day 18 (lAte)

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I’m too high to type down my eventful day. I’M SO FUULLLLLL!!!!! BY THE WAY, MY BOO AND I’S ANNIVERSARY WAS TODAY! I MEAN, not like official day we dated but official day we first met and yeah. HWHEEHHEEHEHEHE. <3 MWUAHHSSZZZ! I LOVE YOU!

Realization: Always be yourself.

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Day 17 (late)

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 I really didn’t do anything today. I woke up late and stood up my friend because my silly self put 12:00 a.m instead of 12:00 p.m on my alarm and felt horribly bad; the first time I tried making plans with people when I moved here and I failed. I made these delicious taco thingys made with tortilla, cheese, chicken, avocados, and sprinkled black pepper and oil, since I didn’t have olive oil. Toast it for eight minutes on 380 and BAM! Healthy ass tacos. I made three, ate one, and I got dropped off at Taylor’s work place and gave it to him for lunch. I stayed there until he got off, jammed out to 90’s R&B when he was cleaning, and went back home. I had built a fortress around me so I can make him our 1 year of meeting for the first time present, waited until it hit 12, and yay he loved it! 

Realization: In order to move on you have to find your faults and then forgive yourself. 

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day 16 (latess)

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I didn’t do anything at all today lol but Solo decided to sleep next to me~ oh shit, I forgot that I went to Cafe Brazil with Taylor and my best friend Tana. Fuck. Highz.

Realization: Do not expect so much or you’ll end up hurting yourself.

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Day 15

Around 5 a.m we heard thunder outside and Solo jumps next to me not letting me go anywhere. Taylor went to work while I stayed home and made up this recipe that came out derricious! Balsamic chicken with white rice! I also got to practice on my guitar for a little bit but as always I get distracted with other things. I started finishing up a few touches for my best friends Christmas present when Taylor got home! Hehe. He didn’t eat all day and I knew that he didn’t so I gave him half of my portion; I’m glad he liked it.

Realization: If you want things done do it yourself.

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Day 14 (late!)

I keep forgetting to upload these…sigh. Well, nothing much happened; we stayed home all day on our computers and got to eat chicken and rice casserole without the fried onions, sadly. He played league, I was on tumblr, and later we got to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S together! Hehe. I finally caught up reading Naruto and OHMYGOSH. SORRY FOR SPOILING IT! AUGHGGHGHGHGHGGHGHGH!! SO INTENSE!

Realization: This year should be good. 

Day 13 (late!)

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After my friend’s party we chillaxed at Phony’s. Taylor had basically slept all day while I was on the computer until around 10 we went to wingstop; super oober munchies with Krave cereal. mmmmmmm.

Realization: Don’t take others for granted. 

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Day 12 (late!)

Staying up together was quite interesting until he had to leave for work. Solo is always fucking awesome to be around and she lightens up your mood. I just came back from my friends birthday party and damn. That was my first time seeing him so wasted; I’m glad I don’t like alcohol as much as he does. Last place: P-P-P-Phony’s casa! <3 Don’t we look sezyy and shmancy like?  

Realization: Once you start opening up little at a time you’ll feel so much better about yourself, rather than listing false information coming from yourself. 

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Day 11 (late)

We didn’t really do much today until the last minute. He was sleeping all day and then we went to go eat pho; I do like my pho extra spicy! Taylor found more bullets in his old car for our nerf gun that we haven’t been using even though we bought it like last year. Hehe. 

Realization: Share my optimistic vibes. 

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Day 10

We went to go eat at Cafe Brazil with his child hood friends and I was being the shy penguin as usual. I mean, I did try to make conversations with them but I get so nervous that sometimes I end up not looking at them eye to eye; derricious meal though. Came back home and cuddled wiff mah boo, made fruity oatmeal for Solo, and just now I finished the new Naruto episode. Gah. Maybe I should just read the manga…

Realization: I keep getting signs to read Naruto…

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